Missing everyone and everything

Well, today, has been one of those days: I miss being back out in society; being able to come and go as I please, and choosing those that I wish that I wish to associate. While there are those moments of brilliance that we all have and share, mostly society's castouts occupy these cells. That is, men without formal educations, those that are emotionally scarred, frustrated, angry and depressed. The highlight of my day is when the mail is delivered. As I have said before, mail generally takes 10 days to reach me, and that in itself is very frustrating.

And there are all types of people in here with all types of stories. While mine has a unique component because of my parentage, there still aren't any "Big I's" and little "U's". Just a lot of men waiting to get home to their loved ones, if they are that fortunate to be looking towards a release date.

I love my family and my fiancee, and I thank God that I have the inclination to change and people around me that love and support me.