Action...

Part of my strategy to put my life in order means that I am preparing myself mentally while I am envisioning success. I am also taking practical action and collecting phone numbers from potential employers. I have successfully done the basics before and I understand what it requires. I need to have thick skin, truly believe in myself and have faith in God as well.

Obviously, I need income ASAP, so, first, I must secure employment. And along with that, I will need to structure my life around healthy people and activities; my goal is to be proud of myself and my endeavors. So many times before, I have taken the so-called easy road and all that does is envelope me in the life of addiction and hence, a lot of misery. I think I have finally had enough of the cycle of self-hatred and self destruction. I am vehement and emphatic about achieving success and I know this time I WILL hit the ground running.