More mail!!!

Well, I got mail and the timing was perfect! My grandma came through and so did my fiancee. That is why she is my fiancee because she loves me as much as I love her. I cannot believe that I am back in prison again, and not only am I in hell, but I put all the women in my life through hell as well because of this. So I KNOW I am really blessed because there are people who continuously love and support me through all of this madness.

It is always the women who stand by me, and I really think that has something to do with the absence of my paternal family, and that my biological father basically abandoned and shunned me during his lifetime. Yes, that is another issue to work out; the list just keeps growing, doesn't it?

But regardless, today is a good day. It took my fiancee's letter 14 days to reach me, and my grandmother's letter spent 10 days sitting here at DVI (they both live in Sacramento and it takes 2 -3 days from there) because of prison overcrowding, but both letters finally made it. Yeah, I'll concede that this is hell on earth, but I am here because of me, and no one else. And that's just crazy.