Moving on

As it turns out, my fiancee has chosen to discontinue her role in our realationship. I'm perfectly fine with choice; I couldn't end it because of my guilt-feelings, but now that she has done it, I'm free to move on. Our relationship was very rocky and she never had a fair chance from the start. I wanted to have children and be normal but that didn't happen. Now, I will seek a younger companion, since I also hope to have more children.

My thoughts towards Julie will always be fond, she was a very lovely person, but like her, I am ready for something new and fresh. I feel free and I will come out of this stronger and without the weight of someone else's burdens.