The Book Saga continues...

The book saga continues…

Well, my feathers are still rifled that it took well over a month to finally receive my much anticipated self-help books. It took numerous appeals, several requests, multiple calls from my supporters in order for me to receive these. They sat around in a random room for nearly a month before DVI released the literature to me.

I was so stressed out over the whole ordeal and I had begun to get very negative with everybody. I was so overwrought I even sought the advice and solace of Dr.K, where I expressed my feelings of rage and frustration. I explained to her that I didn’t trust myself during that ordeal and felt like I was vulnerable and that I was feeling compromised and I was worried that would inappropriate action; in other words, do that something that may cause to be receive additional prison time.

I am really working on turning things around in my life and I know that being paroled from here harboring feelings of frustration and anger is definitely not a good first step as I re-integrate into society.

I am here because I have some personal demons to contend with, and I want this to be a place where I heal myself and slay my demons. And I don’t need any other reasons to grow bitter and angry, so I am so grateful and I thank God for the arrival of my books and my opportunity for salvation.