Ch, ch, changes...

Hi People,

I want to announce that there have been some changes in my life. My friend, Julie, and I have decided to terminate our romantic relationship. We are both greatly relieved since we came to the conclusion that we aren't compatible as a couple. It seems that each of us sees the world very differently. Our spiritual, political, cultural beliefs differ as well as views on family and tradition. And more importantly, we don't seem to trust one another and that manifests as a very shaky foundation and so it is difficult to have a relationship when that very important component is missing.

As the man and the primary transgressor, I will assume the blame and that is the proper place for it. Obviously we don't hate one another or you wouldn't be reading this. I am very grateful for all that Julie is. For those of you who don't understand her frustration and distrust, it is all valid. I will always defend her because, for the most part, she has been wonderful for me and to me.

I am due for parole on November 7th and at that time, I will assume responsibility for this blog. And now, I also have a "My Space" web page under construction, and I am looking forward to continuing to share my life with you in both forums. Thanks to all of you all around the world for participating in this therapeutic exercise.

Julie Swartzendruber, I thank you for being my best friend outside of family and I also acknowledge all of the blood, sweat and tears that you have put into our relationship. God Bless You!