Unsatisfied Mind of Desire

Let me share this with you (at least with those of you who do not know me well): I am the type of person that I always need something to which to look forward.

Yesterday was November 6th, 2010 and I hated that day. There was no mail, no canteen, no visits, no "dog kennel" yard, absolutely nothing and that is very difficult to abide.

Everyday, Monday - Friday, I wake-up anxious for mail call: maybe today I will receive a paper, hear from someone that had read my blog, or from an organization that I had contacted, or better yet, Julie or my grand-parents. Some of the other things to which I look forward are certain meals that are served, seeing certain female nurses walk by, because they smell so good and reflect the female spirit.

I look forward to the evening and falling asleep because in my sleep I am truly free. I look forward to canteen because eating comforts me and now that I know that Julie has been approved to visit, I look forward to seeing her. She doesn't have her car anymore, but I still hope that she will find a way to travel over here to visit.

Most of all, I look forward to death and another chance through re-incarnation. I HATE this life and I wish I could fall asleep and escape forever from this miserable existence.

If you have a chance, please write to Bakari/Michael; that really cheers him to hear from all of you. His address:

Michael Brown, #P69851
DVI - PO Box 600 - K217
Tracy, CA 95378-0600

Also, he appreciates money on his books, magazine subscriptions, books (mailed straight from the vendor) b/c we cannot send books from a residential address.